Right now I feel stuck. My motivation comes in waves. I’m learning now that motivation is not enough, I also need discipline. I’m learning that discipline is something other than what I’ve always thought it is.
Actually, “was” would have been the appropriate word to end the previous sentence, but “is” just seemed like it flowed better.
But right now, I’m in one of those phases where I’m focusing on everything that I don’t have. Where I’m jumping up, trying to reach the impossible, and the impossible is laughing at me.
Right now, I’m in one of those phases where it’s hard to believe. Where I’m tired of believing. Where all I want to do is see.
And it’s times like this that I have to remind myself to be grateful. Keep going and be grateful.
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